- mat_the_cat
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Turning the corner
Felt a bit better about things tonight - went out and had a few drinks, the first time I've actually felt like doing anything after recent events. (On the scale of things it was 2 bottles worth, a good deal less than Stratford 2009).
Ended up at a nearby pub where they were doing karaoke, I got up to get another drink and the next thing I know the bloke has spotted me and dragged me up for a sing (for only the second time in my life, and considerably more sober than the first!) Anyway, it went OK and 2 people in the pub said I sang well and should be on stage (although they neglected to mention exactly what kind of stage...)
Still feeling miserable if I stop and think about things, but better than I was.
Ended up at a nearby pub where they were doing karaoke, I got up to get another drink and the next thing I know the bloke has spotted me and dragged me up for a sing (for only the second time in my life, and considerably more sober than the first!) Anyway, it went OK and 2 people in the pub said I sang well and should be on stage (although they neglected to mention exactly what kind of stage...)
Still feeling miserable if I stop and think about things, but better than I was.
- docchevron132
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Re: Turning the corner
thats good news mate, it's still very early days, and it's ok to grieve, infact you'd be inhuman not to.
Small steps mate.
Small steps mate.
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1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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Re: Turning the corner
One thing a pretty crap time in my life taught me a few years back was, its always OK to grieve and show people how upset you are. Thats the only way to get over things mate.
OK, so i've got some stuff, some of it goes, some of it doesnt, some of it never will again!
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It will come and go in waves mate. As the wind drops so will the waves.
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Re: Turning the corner
Sorry to hear you lost a trusty companion, Matt - but congratulations on managing to use the juice positively rather than getting maudlin on it. Time heals.
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Re: Turning the corner
I've never been one for getting depressed drunk - in fact that was the first time I felt like having a drink since it happened. Perhaps because I subconsciously associate alcohol with good times it didn't feel right to have a drink any earlier?
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Re: Turning the corner
You associate alchohol with things? What things do you actually remember after your third bottle?
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Re: Turning the corner
Erm...lots of blurry shapes... And you falling on top of me. Or have I got that muddled?
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Wishful thinking mateAnd you falling on top of me.
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no no, I have photographic evidence somewhere!
1989 BX 17TD P2 Hybrid
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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yep.
1989 BX 17TD P2 Hybrid
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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Vanny, signaling that he is IN I suppose.
I must say, he looks rather pleased about it.
I must say, he looks rather pleased about it.
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Re: Turning the corner
if someone is going to be taking a picture like that, its only propper that you at least look like your enjoying it.
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Of course you do.......
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could have done with some lighting really!
1989 BX 17TD P2 Hybrid
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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Re: Turning the corner
Shoukld the caption be, "Who wants to smell my thumb?"
- docchevron132
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change thumb for cock, and you're there!
1989 BX 17TD P2 Hybrid
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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Re: Turning the corner
docchevron132 wrote:change thumb for cock, and you're there!
Now you've got me wondering... would it be an easy operation? Obviously I'd like to keep my original set up as well, but an auxiliary one might interest a certain class of lady.
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I dunno really, imagine it's doable, but I've long since discovered the best thing to do is buy her a vibrator, that way she gets the pleasure and I get to fuck off down the pub!
1989 BX 17TD P2 Hybrid
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
1990 BX 16V It's got big hairy bollocks
1971 BL 350FG ambulance
1993 Dennis Lance 132 It's got mahooosive hairy bollocks!
Euthenasia, because enough's enough already.
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Well if they can grow an ear on a mouses back, with stem cells, then I suppose it's a goer
Try a fanny in the palm of your hand,......, no wait......
Try a fanny in the palm of your hand,......, no wait......
72... AND STILL ROCKIN..........around the world...... NOT in a chair yet
Now XBX And into HDI.....as well as other ...err.... things.
Now XBX And into HDI.....as well as other ...err.... things.